Hope, we'll follow you where ever your thread goes!

[/quote]So I"m in heaven, but it only gives me more of a glimpse of what I am missing .... it's like a starving child who gets one fantastic meal, then back to the streets... [quote]

That's the roller coaster. Gotta keep it in perspective. Try taking a step back, like viewing your sitch from another's perspective. Just don't want you to suffer through the down crash after the wonderful up. Try and smooth out the road.

But I am glad there's pancakes, mugs, and good feelings!