She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

Steady, I'm having a problem forgetting that her and I had a history together. Every time I see her, I see the woman I love and am madly attracted to. It's making it impossible to live in the same house as her.

All I wanted to do yesterday whenever I saw her was touch her, and it was hard as hell not to. It's getting so frustrated that I told her I would be out by the weekend. I just can't live under the same roof with someone who doesn't feel the same as I do.

We're both uncomfortable for different reasons. She's uncomfortable because she doesn't want me. I'm uncomfortable because I unfortunately still want her. The only way for me to move forward and detach from her is to be away from her. I cant pretend to be a family when we aren't.

I like the way things have been going, but there's still something preventing us from moving any farther forward. I've been home for a month, and she says she hasn't had a chance to think about and process things with us.

It's already been a month and she hasn't had a chance? I even let her stay away for 3 weeks. How is she possibly going to find the time now that she's back home? It's nice to see how much of a priority our M is to her.

It's all a bit confusing to me as well as it is to her. i want this to work out, and I'm trying to be patient. The 6 months I was away counts for me, but it doesn't count for her.