Thanks Mila, When i read your thread I noticed we had similiar dates - thank you for your comments - I felt like i ahd been hit by a train yesterday, really overwhelmed.
The other challenge which ahs emerged for me is our joint friends....a couple are starting to have expectations around me moving on/meeting someone new/divorcing him etc etc and I have been awake a lot of the night with this running around my head. How are you handling this type of situation?
Thanks again - I hope your day is fabulous one!
lalxx
Choose Life Me: 45 Him: 44 S:11 D:8 Met in 1992 Married in 1995 Bomb drop September 30th 2009 Divorce final April 16th 2011 exH Marries OW June 17th 2011