I am the same way with the weight loss...I have had so many people tell me how "tiny" I am now and, like you, when I look in the mirror, I still see the heavier me!
I am finding this too. Strange.
(((CW))) sounds like you`re navigating tricky waters with the coparenting. I hope that your H steps up to the plate as a father.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.