My brain actually did make that decision. It just feels like somebody forgot to tell my heart to go along with it. Still hurts and I can't turn off my love for her or what she used to be. Maybe it's more grieving the end of my marriage more than anything else.
It's all these things. And more. And it's normal. And this is key. You have tell your heart to go along with it. Repeatedly. The heart always lags.
Last edited by Gardener; 05/10/1003:48 AM.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac