gatsby, few other changes... i am listening more and talking less. looking back on my M with H, I think of how I would have changed so many things, like talk less, listen more... be nicer, no more hurtful words, and so I am doing all of that. A) I needed the tweaking B) i want H to SEE the change and dont think i have to say see, I've changed.
I am being the girl he fell in love with. the girl I was happiest being... and putting myself first... for once. H always wanted that for me, and loved me most when I was happy.
