NM, you have been through so much with H lately, no wonder you feel like you have one good day and then the next day is low! No, you are not bi-polar... you are human! you have a heart!
Nice that your H did give you a card from your son...
Did you have a nice mother's day???
I want to check out the thread OldPilot posted above... interesting to read "Reconnecting usually goes in reverse order of the bomb. LBS is last on the list, children, other people first." Hmmmmm?