Hi NM! I am going through the same thing right now...so happy to be a mother and wouldn't be if not for H and had a wonderful day but am now feeling down...we are not bi-polar!!! lol!

I hope you get the visitation worked out so you can go to the zoo brew....do you have family close by that could help out?

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing