still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

HI Bestrong! Yes I remember you! What is going in with you?

Gatsby- I am definitely interested in other divorce stories too.
I hope to find out out what happened with the other 2 single moms I met when I see them again.

Today's Mother's Day was a mix of emotions.
I kept thinking that I wouldn't be a mother if it weren't for WH and then he left me. I felt proud to be a mom at one point and depressed as hell the rest of the day.

Yes, WH gave me a card from S and a gift card to a pub. I actually really needed help with S while I was getting ready for my family so WH offered to feed him "if I would let him" and I said please do! and he took out the garbage but asked me if it was ok-it was on the way to his car. I don't know if he could tell I had been crying. I don't care frankly if he knew.

While he was there he made chit chat about S and I let him but I was honestly distracted half the time. I also asked about a couple of dates in the schedule for visitation so I can go to the zoo brew (didn't tell him what I was doing) but made it clear I was trying to figure out plans.

Anyway I HATE how if I have a good day, the next day is low! And no, I don't have bi-polar disorder! It is probably adjustment to everything.