You are right Ant. My brain actually did make that decision.

It just feels like somebody forgot to tell my heart to go along with it. Still hurts and I can't turn off my love for her or what she used to be.

Maybe it's more grieving the end of my marriage more than anything else.

Me:48
W:55
M:22
T:23
Bomb:19Nov09
S:15Jan10
D:11Feb10
EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10
Fast track to her divorcing me