so it seems that psycho ow has posted on the internet how upset she is that my divorce isnt final and its killing her inside...awww, poor thing lol....i guess when h has been telling her for years that our divorce was almost final it must feel oh so long by now...do you love how she has the nerve to say its killing her inside and that she only wants a few things in life and why cant she get them??????

as for my boyfriend, i am on day 4 of no contact..doing a total 180 here because my ranting and contact has not helped, as i guess i should have known it wouldnt....he still expects me to understand the stress in his life and sit to the side...by now he must be slightly curious as to why now im finally "chilling"...im changing the whole dynamic now, and when i hear from him, im not responding so quickly and when he asks to see me, im not being so available.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09