I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I'm sitting in a mcdonalds with my kids.

We woke up and I made us 4 a mothers day breakfast.

Kids are too young to know what is it to
acknowledge it.

I then took them to the store to walk around and let them each get a little
something.

I feel so at the end of my rope right now.

Not sure if it's even worth it anymore.

I am feeling as if one more day I spend trying to get through the day and fight for this marriage is one is one more day I'm robbing myself of happiness.

I'm sure I'm babbling here but I just needed to connect with you all somehow today while I'm feeling like this. It's like you all have the power to give me the strength I need.

I want to feel strong again. I will be okay. I know this. It's all a matter of hoe
much more I can take of this. I won't myself to allow him to lose myself.