What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[gatsby11]

Thanks Newmama! Happy Mother's Day to you, too. If I could, I'd send you healthy gorgeously decorated cakes!

I love the analysis you did there. . . it's really quite interesting.

He said that I BETRAYED him by getting pregnant in September! I said to him, "If I betrayed you, then you DECEIVED me into thinking it was okay!" I've expressed many times that yes, I should have told him I wasn't on bc, but I really really really didn't think that we'd get pg that fast. And, man, we were married for 8 years and talking about kids! So to me, it really shouldn't have mattered that it was a little early. But yep, it mattered to him.

Coincidentally, very shortly before we got pregnant, I was explaining to him how I "knew" I was infertile. You want to know what he said? He said, "Well, then we'll adopt. And they will be Smiths." (That's not our last name.) It was probably the best thing he'd ever said to me-- that our Team would take on adopted kids if we couldn't have our own. That was a nice night.

Getting lots of stuff done right now, considering nannies and daycares, pediatricians, writing birth plan, etc. I finally have enough energy to do something today!