KAW and T2 (the awesome lady who gave me these words),
It wasn't very pretty, as I did get a little weepy or emotional I should say, but I am very proud of MYSELF for putting my feelings into actual words to my H, for the first time.
In the past, my conversations with H have been in my head, when it came time to actually SAY the words, I could never get them past my lips. So many feelings, thoughts were never said and that lead to the break down of our M.
Now is the time to put my fears aside and SPEAK to my H the words that are inside of me and believe me this was hard. I feel pretty darn good about SPEAKING to my H last night.
I guess you could say MY wall is starting to crack, I can be vulnerable. H saw the REAL me last night. H's face was so sweet when I was said this to him, his WALL was down too, we were both being very honest with our actions.
I'm off to a football game today with my sister and some friends. Should be a great day!!
