help some advice plse..have i finished it for good

[JacT]

imLin you are right I know he is very hurt and disgusted at what he has done.I gave some very clear messages early on not to come near cos he wanted to bring Xmas cards..will I drop them in or put them htrough the letterbox?....I told him to post them but he did post through the letterbox.
He may have been hoping I wiould say pop in.
Asking for the D has put me off.I am torn between thinking he was testing the water(have not hear anything since now 9 weeks)or hoped I would respond by saying no and it would encourage an exchange of emails..what do you think?
Did you get your H thoughts and feeling right when he was away? ie does you gut feel change cos their in MLC?
I have my counselling session Mon..maybe something to discuss
sincere thanks