Just an update, thank you for your support and kind words and encouragement today! I feel like a fool in some ways in that I feel like I was duped by my H. That H didn't move back here to work on marriage but as an escape from OW.
Quote: I know you're confused and in pain over all that's happened. I just want you to know that I do love you and I believe that we can make our marriage work and heal from all of this pain. I know that you need time to figure things out for yourself and I am going to step back and let you do that. I love you and will try to still be here for you once you have sorted everything out. Give him a hug and tell him to have a great weekend and walk away.
H just left here, I told him the above and H said "why didn't you say this last night?" He's off hunting for the weekend, took extra pants, t-shirts, all of his underwear and his clock radio so I'm not expecting H back here Sunday evening. I'm sure H will go back to OW's come Sunday night.
Son and I are off to a hockey game tonight!!! Should be great fun!!!
