Trusting, He is holding the support hostage to get you to communicate w/him. It's a game w/him because he still wants to control and manipulate you. Don't walk, but run to the State for assistance in this. The more time passes, the more difficult it will be to get it all in one lump sum, etc.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
