Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

my grandma passed away last weekend.... i did share it with x. he text back words.. he is so good with words, yet they were so empty. BUT he did call later (i think it was after his date! ha!) but was nice -- but he is like that.. ahh the passive aggressive so much easier to live with when you DONT live with them.

spent time with my family. GOD blessed me and got me home. it was wonderful -but strange. For 20 years my sister was single, stayed at my house for family things and slept on the couch, my parents in the guest room - and me and my x in our bed. THIS was a swtich... my sister with HER husband in HER bed, my parents in the guest room - and ME on the couch. It was strange... but I WONT allow Satan an in road to me on that one.. but man oh man does he try!!

life moves on.. even after death.
even after divorce...

we heal -- though it does NOT look like we hoped or thought.

I am healing... just not they way I expected