Ok, I am understanding now! Well, that is just wrong that he is out overnight with OW!
I, too, have been doing a lot of thinking and will admit that I am just not sure...I have days where I am still hoping for H to come home and reconcile and others where I am positive that I am through with it all! Whatever happens, I know that I will be ok!
Just make sure that you are ready if your H surprises you and decides to leave.
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing