btw--what now?

Seriously...find the old timers. I need help. Not only did I just jump in the deep end, I can't even figure which way is up anymore.

formerly known as "shelbel"
Me 40, stbxh 40
DSs 9, 7 & 3
M9, T10
Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.