So much to post and not much time as I'm getting ready for work. I don't even know where to start. H didn't stay here last night, stayed till son went to sleep and then left. I asked him if he wanted to stay, H said why? I said because I want you to. H then said I don't know what I'm doing. After he got up from laying with our S, I again (I know pusuing) said why don't you stay and he said "why" he never came out and said "no" but kept asking why to my question..finally H said "go to bed" and I said okay good bye. So I'm assuming he stayed at ow's.
AND, H and ow did get into a huge fight last Thursday which is what prompted H's move back here. Last night H said he moved back here for the wrong reason, to be close to son, because H still doesn't have any feelings for me, they're just nothing there right now.. I did validate H, I think by saying okay I hear you. H then said and you don't have any feelings for me either. I said yes I do, H said no you don't you didn't before or for the last three years. I said "yes" my feelings were gone for awhile, bu they are back and I do have feelings for you and don't tell me I don't H thinks he knows how I feel all the time.
H was late getting here, H did call to tell me that and I asky why and he said "becuase" and I said okay I'll see when you get here. When H got here he said he had stopped to talk to someobody about a place to stay.
So at this point H I get the feeling has no idea what he's doing, H is still confused. At one point H asked if I wanted to trade heads with him as his was a mess. This was after H said that he was in two relationships one with me and one with ow, then said oh now four R's for got his two sons.
H talked D also, I said well if that's what you want then you should get the paperwork going. H said no do can do it. I said I am not doing it, I don't want the divorce.
Anyway, I have to finish getting ready for work. Once I'm there I"ll post more on our evening as there is a lot more to put here.
All of H's stuff is still here, he left wearing the same clothes he had on for two days.
I did validate H, I think by saying okay I hear you. H then said and you don't have any feelings for me either. I said yes I do, H said no you don't you didn't before or for the last three years. I said "yes" my feelings were gone for awhile, bu they are back and I do have feelings for you and don't tell me I don't H thinks he knows how I feel all the time.
