Going bowling tonight with strangers (meetup group)...
I don't really want to but I know I have to for me... It would be more comfy to stay home... But then I'd just brood and wonder if H will come to earth long enough to do the right thing... Wasted energy...
Getting dolled up and acting as if seems like such a wasted effort in my current state of mind.... But I'll do it anyway...
And I suck at bowling .... LOL
~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~
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