BD, I understand the sadness of course. Like you said, there are all of these things you want to talk to your H about that relate to your baby! Nothing wrong with compiling a list and then saving it for next time you see him- in fact, it would be good for down time before and after your class. Is he driving you there?
Oh dear...am getting choked up! gotta go!
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004