Gosh, I am just overwhelmed by the support here and JJ, I'm honored. I am once again feeling that this isn't the end of everything, that I CAN do this and that there is hope...H's stuff is still at OUR house isn't it.
H is THINKING for me today and in doing so THINKING H is doing what's best, as the loser that H is, and that is to move in with OW. H has tried, he's been loving to the best of his ability, H is still stuck. I reread MALs post from early today and this makes the most sense---unconditional love and that is how I feel today, H screwed up and I can't be mad.
Thank you all! Here's to a better, more upbeat post tomorrow......tonight is our week anniversary...is that cause to go out to dinner and celebrate or at least have some fun?
