I hate all the questions running around in my head. Why oh why did she come here?

I just found an email from the OM to her with links for a calendar so that they might plan their future events together avoiding their work commitments. Yuk yuk yuk. Notice that our 'separation day' or 'wedding anniversary' isn't on there.

I wonder if the OM even knows that she came to my house today and paid me the owed money. I wish they'd hurry up and fall out. No signs yet and it's been over 2 months already, and probably more time they won't admit to.

Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.