So...I think I noticed something last night. When H is not around (at home with us), I ache for him to be. Yet when he is here, I feel like I can't/don't want to be around him. ?????
Talk about not knowing what ya want. Jeez…that’s ambivalence at its finest.
You never truly realize what a blessing emotional stability is until you spend your days bouncing between peaks and valleys.
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
