I really believe after taking that hour to think things through that what is holding me back is allowing the contact between H and I to continue. It hurts me and drags me down every time I see him
I have come through this part. Which is why I posted to you that you will know when this needs to happen. Your pain will tell you...
...I think you hear it now.
I had to go NC for a couple of weeks. On the other side of this very hard excercise is peace and strength.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
