The story of us

[old theotherhalf]

I would have saved myself some dignity and filed for D a long time ago. I would never have stooped to the levels I did through all of this. I wouldn't have went after OW. I should have held my head up and told X if this is what you want you got it.

I should have never continued to sleep with X, even though he made me think there was hope, but I knew all along he was still seeing OW. I shouldn't have jumped every time he beckoned. Thinking this is it, he's coming home!

You'd have to read my old threads to understand the extremes I put myself through.

I don't know if I'd have done it different it would have ended up different. But I'd have my pride. I wouldn't be on probation. I wouldn't have a criminal record. My girls wouldnt have went through so much. And I would have more because I wouldn't have laid down for the divorce and I would have took him for what I deserved.