Thank you, WhatNow, but I'm really starting to question whether my H is in a MLC or not. He's behaving like himself again, he's just cut me out - if that makes any sense. There's no anger, depression, confusion, drinking, he's just convinced himself that I'm out of his life.
Trying very hard to leave him in God's hands, it's so hard because I don't see the daily workings on his heart, and it feels like it's the end to me.
I'm not saying that from a place of fear, although I do feel fear, but from a place of what feels like realism to me. It just feels like my H has left me entirely and he's just fine about it.