When I came to this board I tried to think of some way to describe myself besides heartbroken, messed up, etc. I remembered a conversation with my h when we were talking about saying our vows and the covenant we had together with God. My h said he was ok with breaking that covenant. (which I know he isn't) Since the consequence of a broken covenant according to the Bible is death I told him I intended to be a covenant keeper. Hence, covenantkeeper seemed like the perfect name for myself here.
