Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

It is nights like these I truly do not like my W. The kids and I had made plans to watch TV together, and my S was not too excited with the program that D chose to watch, so W is you can go watch something with me in the bedroom. She just totally ruined the evening. My D did not want to leave me alone, but I told her she could go too. I am just so mad, but I did not want to start a fight. She does this crap to me on purpose.

I am really sick and tired of her and the A. I tell you if all my plans go right, I might just Divorce her. I do not know how much long I take living like this or want to. She is the coldest, rudest, and most evil person I have ever met at this time.

I have to get to a job and fight this the way a DBer should. She really makes me sick tonight. I guess you guys can tell I am mad as hell at her, and I have been for a long time.

It would be better to have the kids every other weekend than to have to have her change what the kids and I had planned after coming home late from spending time with OM. I am not mad at the kids because I know they love their mom too. It just sucks so bad.

I have to DB better than ever when I have accomplished my financial security if we do get the Big D, so I have at the very least joint physical custody.

Still want my crappy M, but the Big D looks good too.