Just had another thought... I must be driving you readers nuts with this... LOL
I just posted to the "where did our screen name come from" and I thought... I chose Passenger because I expected a roller coaster ride, but I haven't gotten that.
I got a steady, downward ride - it's totally different than last time. Last time, H seemed up and down, unsure... but now he is steady and perhaps that is why I keep asking if he's in MLC or just having an A.
I don't know what that means. Maybe it's just my feelings right now, or recently... maybe he's not as solid and decided as I think... but where is the up and down? Where is his anger and depression? He seems to be in such a good mood lately.
He's even stopped drinking, and while that should make me feel good, it doesn't. It confuses me.