"Sometimes I feel this is hopeless, not because of him, because of me..."
I understand this 100%!
Like my hubby was being very nice to me tonight. I mean super nice but my mind kept wandering to bad times, sad times, times when I was incredibly hurt.
I was like, "Get out of my mind! Darn it!" Bad thoughts go away! Stop it intrusive thoughts.
Why is it that kind tender moments are the most painful now some days.
Why does love hurt sometimes...ugg!
All I can think of is the Dory fish from Finding Nemo...."Just keep going, just keep going, ha-ha-ha-ho-ho..." That mental picture has me laughing b/c my kids love it.
So I am going to "just keep going"
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)
