Last Wednesday was hard. I spent the entire day at a day camp with the children...which involved spending large chunks of the day in close proximity with V and her children. Yup it was awkward. But I was proud of how I handled it. I refused to skulk around and avoid her. I decide that I wouldn't let her presence affect where I sat, stood, etc. I didn't seek out conversation with her, but I didn't avoid eye contact either. I still can't imagine why H would pick her as a lover -- not that there's anything wrong with her, just a wierd choice given everything. But I also have trouble imagining that she would act so wierd around me if it was anything less than sex.
Proud of you for this. You're a class act.
Originally Posted By: flowmom
Yesterday was a good day in the field. I had a new field assistant. I know a single middle-aged guy now! Too bad he has no personality or sex appeal. Yes, I am pretty picky. I don't expect a guy to look like a GQ model or have tons of money, but stimulating conversation is non-negotiable (and always sexy). Does it sound like I'm on the prowl? I'm not. The idea of a new R is pretty ick. I just would like some proof that there are appealing men out there who might reciprocate my interest.
Well, there's plenty of us on these boards (he said, humbly), so there's gotta be plenty of us kinda guys out there, too (he said hoping there's plenty of you kinda gals out there, too!)
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
