still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

Thanks CW! I think that I am slowly accepting that I am a single mom (duh) and although I knew I would be fine if we D, I was horrified over the idea that S would be shuffled back and forth. And was stuck because I still love WH. But if I have the right attitude and make my life with S the best I can, then maybe he won't be completely miserable living this way. And so what if I always love WH. If he doesn't want me and Ds me, ain't nuthin I can do about it but move on!

(note: accepting the possible future reality doesn't mean I am giving up hope!)