I know the feeling.....I feel the same way our children are the ones who will suffer for it....but rysmom YOU MUST FORGIVE THEM BOTH or this anger will only fester itself in you and you will never know peace and the anger will grow and grow.....you and your children deserve so much better I am not perfect when it comes to this MLC thing, but since I have forgiven them I am so much more at peace. I pray alot as well, I am still a stander even though I have had nothing but negative things said to me about standing but it is up to me to whether stand or not. Lots of good advice but, FORGIVENESS IS KEY, DO IT FOR YOU......when you really forgive there is no feeling like it in this world, really.......God bless you, I see you have been in here for a very long time. As they say it ain't over till the fat lady sings..... And I havent sung yet....lol and ((((((hugs))))))
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