Thanks for that, it really does make sense. I am in panic mode, your right but every reaction I have is the wrong one.
For a few days before today I was better at not reacting and pursuing and the overall attitude was alot better. We were talking, she was laughing etc. I think I got in a false sense of security because as soon as she reminded me that her feelings had not changed and she still wanted a D, I was crushed. It was naive of me to think differently but I did. I guess I will chalk that up to my first (of many I fear) instances were that happens. I need to learn to keep my PMA and not waiver.
I don't know what my actions today have done to set me back but hopefully I can learn that my sitch is very delicate right now and my behavior really influences how things are percieved right now.
Better for me is better for us regardless of the outcome...right?
