WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

Not a whole lot to report. Right now, I am getting a double barrell treatment of nice/friendly/unusual doing things for me...all most likely out of guilt. To be honest, it kind of pisses me off, though I am not letting that show. She has gone out of her way in the last 24 hours to be nice, friendly, do nice things for me, etc. More effort in last 24 hours than I'd seen in the previous 2 to 3 weeks combined. Thought she had nothing left, no energy to try.

I am learning to try to find new ways to show pulling away. We had to ride into work together, at first was disappointed, then realized perfect, I start zero conversations. Due to sharing one car, we went to gym together at lunch. W comes up with valid reason why we should run together, tight timelines...so instead of the ususal, I take off fast get way ahead of her, essentially run on my own not with her like normal.