Running out of time.

[Cie la vie]

Posting for no other reason than I am bored at work. The only significant milestone of late is yesterday marks what should have been or I guess still is (divorce not yet final) our 15th wedding anniversary. Based on a series of emails I received from the STBXW on Monday she is going to celebrate our anniversary and mothers day with OM out of town (partial speculation).

On the positive side of things I am blessed with having my kids this weekend and look forward to seeing them tonight when I get home.

My STBXW in one of her excessively friendly emails informed me of how hard she is finding it now to have the kids not with her. She also said if you feel this way too you are not alone. She than proceed to extend the offer for me to drop by and see the kids at her place on the weekends she has them. I didn't respond. I have no desire to be around her regardless of the bonus of seeing my kids. It just isn't worth it unfortunately.

This sudden friendliness and accomodating behavior leads me to believe that she is very happy with her current R with OM. I can't help but wonder what the future holds for her and her latest OM. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want her to feel as much or more pain over the loss of our marriage and the thought that she might not have to endure some is distressing to me.

Have a great weekend to all.