I'm starting to see that all of this is really ME and my fears & insecurities. I'm going to make sure I start focusing on that and I'll probably realize that things aren't as they seem.
It's not ALL you...but those fears and insecurities definitely don't help.
Would it help you to take a look at what you ARE doing, and do it from this place: "doing this makes me feel good about myself and my place in this family/R", rather than this place: "if I don't do this, he'll leave"?
You have every right to have your radar up if he's acting strange. Are there any counseling services available to you?
