Michele has prepared us the best she can in the DR book. When they (H) come home is when we really have to use the tools she has given us!
Your H is diffently testing you to the limits. keep on the right path and show him that you have changed, for the better.
I think I'm being tested also! I, like you need to show our H that we will not react in the same way we use to! Hang in there Cathy! It's not easy! But you can do it!