W wants to talk on sunday about how we are going to split everything up. She isn't moving until November, why does she need to do this so soon? I lost it and told her I was trying to become a better man to save our M but she said it didn't matter. She saw I was trying to be better but she is leaving. Is this were I really have to dig in and try and keep positive? I know she has been hurt for a long time and my actions in a week won't put a dent in it. I don't know how you keep positive in a sitch like this.
She said she is going to start telling people she wants a divorce. I don't care about doing anything for other people but it is going to get so hard to deal with when everyone knows.
Is this when you don't believe anything they do and half of what they say? Is she really expressing her pain and distrust? I don't want to get in a position where I start to give up buut it's killing me.
Help.
You really need to stop being so reactive. This is still pursuing behavior. I understand its hard but you need to find a way to keep your emotions in check.
