WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

So I guess I'm not done.. crap.. it would have been easier to be.. But easier has never been me...

I figured out that I'm not done because I was going to send H a copy of the email I sent SIL re: house situation that was a fact by fact detailed description of the dilemma..(she had asked what the urgency in dealing with it all was) and I felt I needed to communicate more to him than what was in that (kinda angry) post.

Not communicate due to neediness, but more like an olive branch thing... to let him know in a way that I don't hate him that it is anger at his choices right now.. One of the problems was that he and I both expected each other to mind read... I have no expectations of anything regarding a reaction from him, in fact he'll probably react negatively or not at all.

I wouldn't have felt bothered to do it if I felt I was "done" I realized afterwards.

Crap.

Looks like I'm still on the rollercoaster, but hopefully I can stay on the platform and watch instead of ride...