And in hindsight, I knew on BOTH occasions that I didn't really want to do the kissing thing. Guy #1 I did it cause it had been ages and even though I wasn't attracted I was hoping he was a good kisser. Guy #2 is an old friend so there was a comfort level and plus he warmed me up with back rubs/shoulder squeezes throughout the evening. I guess physical touch must be one of my languages. That and words of affirmation!
