Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

DD was really upset this morning when I dropped her off at school. She was crying and didn't want me to leave, even her teacher commented that she's never seen her like this before. After consoling her for 15 mins which felt like hours I had to walk away bleary eyed while she was trying to reach for me from her teacher's lap. Ugh, I'm so sad.

I called her teacher on my way in to work and she said she's ok and not crying but I know she's hearting.

All this while STBXW didn't even bother responding to my email I sent to her over a week ago asking her if she'd be willing to settle out of court. I guess it means she doesn't want to. Nor did she respond to the email I sent her yesterday. She'll only text me that's it.

I really want to tell her about DD and what happened this morning...I want her to see and feel the guilt of the destruction she's causing. I so hate her right now.