Thanks gr8, sorry to hear about your sitch. I know I'm in a tailspin right now.

How are you aproaching the division talk? Are you going along with it? I'm not trying to make things any more difficult for either one of us.

I do feel somewhat ashamed and embarrased about others know but really I don't care about them, I just want to try and work on my R. It will just be harder to deal with daily life if people are always bringing it up or walking on eggshells around me.

I need to keep up what I've done for the last week and a half right? Focus on the changes that make me better, try and have a PMA all the time around her and not persue her? Right?