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[mza8]

Sandi, how have you been? I know you weren't feeling well. So good to hear from you!

I'm sure you've probably been folllowing my sitch. I made a mistake and smothered her again. When she left in October one of the things she said was that I smothered her and here I did it again. I was just starting to do a better job of leaving her alone.

After agreeing to sell the house I was starting to see her relax a bit. The flowers were a mistake. I won't make the same mistake again. In a way it might have been good FOR ME. I say this because it's one thing to have people tell you what not to do and how someone might react to what you do. I got to see it first hand that doing what I thought was ok didn't have the result I thought. Maybe I needed this to get it through my thick skull.