gman - you can't dwell. I am 3 yrs down the road & I still don't trust my H. I don't know if I ever will. I'm not saying that this is how everyone who goes through this feels, but I'm just saying that it's not going to go away as fast as you probably want it to.

I sometimes would love to just up & leave, but I would never do that to my boys. I just live day to day & thank God for the blessings that we do have.

It's going to take time, gman, and you need to just take all the time you need to work through all of the emotions you are going to have.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10