After the frenzy of emails from WH on Tuesday & Wednesday, he was quiet yesterday...not one email...very unusual.

He also stopped contacting D16 again...it has to be guilt related. Every time he breaks up with OW he wants to be a father and when it's back on...nothing.

Last night I was re-reading "Private Lies"...reminded me that the chances of survival of the Affair are slim....gave me new hope.

I have to start focusing on me...fist of all I have to get some work done, to catch up....I wasn't able to concentrate on work that much lately frown


M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO