Oh and I will add that although I forgave him, doesn't mean I don't sometimes still get upset or mad at what he did. I still do, from time to time.. But knowing in my mind that I NEED to stop that, I just allow myself to feel those feelings when they come (I believe you have to go through those feelings in order to allow them to lessen and go away), and then I just move on.

It makes me feel so much better.

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson